[JustCourtney]

I was a wreck, too. For 7 weeks I didn't sleep and was either worried because she hadn't called, or dreading picking up the phone when she did because I just knew that she was calling to tell us she had changed her mind. Not to freak you out, but only gets worse until you are home with your baby - later if you have to wait for TPR. Not only are you worried that the bubble is going to burst any moment, but then you also have a whole range of emotions concerning the bmom - guilt, love, sorrow. It is quite a rollercoaster, and nothing can prepare you for it!

Just hang onto your husband and enjoy the ride as much as you can - when it is over with you will wonder what you were so worried about! Good luck!