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To this day some of my good friends don't know. When I was a kid I never told anyone. It was hard enough for me to understand that I never wanted to discuss it with anyone else. I guess a part of me felt angry and rejected. With the people I have told it's usually followed by questions. I only tell the people that I'm willing to have a conversation about it with. I feel though that the only people that can truly understand how I feel are the people that have also been adopted. I know I have my adoptive parents support if I choose to search for my birth mother but I have a feeling of guilt talking to them about it. They've given me so much and I was never left to want anything. I have been truly blessed but I feel like part of them would hurt so much if they knew that I wanted to know this person who gave me up.
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