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I don't mind you asking at all. I can't have children. I have had some serious health issues in the past (am better now). I had to take chemo and am now unable to get pregnant. In all honesty, we are not in a financial position to adopt through a private service. We chose to foster to adopt because it seemed like a good thing to do for the kids. They need us, we need them - you know? But it's way harder emotionally than I anticipated. I don't have any answers on how to deal with letting them go. They go and we have to move on. It's very difficult. I don't know how long I can do it. If we don't get a permanent placement we may have to step back and reevaluate our plan. I don't know. It's all fairly new to us.
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