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Maybe it was total fear of unepsected emotions? Maybe it was the total loss of control of the situation...again, and the fear that goes with that.. Maybe the inability to put into words what you are actually feeling so you hit before being hit.....The knowledge that they have known about you and didn't care enough to do anything about it. Maybe that realization hurts.
Who knows why you reacted why you did.
Do you think you could write them a letter may communicate via e-mail first? I think I would apoligize for your reaction, as understandable as it might be it probaly scared the heck out of them.
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