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I've been working through Chapter one, but I feel like I'm struggling a bit. I seem to be constantly fighting with myself to do things like 'mail a letter of encouragement to myself' and 'take a 20 minute walk'.
Why?
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I think this is opening the door.. and some of us do not want to turn around and be nice to ourselves..
It does work..
I wrote down the things I wanted all those years ago.. and I got them..
She told me to be ready when fate comes calling.. and I was..
We found this place this cheese factory with the acre of land and the beautiful trees and stream..
And I had a check ready.. I had the money in place.. I was first off the mark..
And I got it.. we got it..
She says the universe will open up and all we got to do is step through.. I did..
But its self work.. and it takes a lot to jump start..
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I keep saying that I'm feeling super stressed about how much I have to do right now, but I'm guessing it's my inner censors trying to undermine myself? It's like I almost feel a panic attack coming on when I'm thinking about doing things.
What do you think?
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Its going to keep coming up again.. when we are ready or when we find the encouragement we will do it..
I am not doing mp’s and I cant go for artist dates now..
I was thinking of taking the train into Toronto and going to my old haunts.. the museum.. the galleries..
Queen street.. I miss that part of my life..
Jackie