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Old 08-20-2008, 06:38 AM
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I've been working through Chapter one, but I feel like I'm struggling a bit. I seem to be constantly fighting with myself to do things like 'mail a letter of encouragement to myself' and 'take a 20 minute walk'.
Why?

I think this is opening the door.. and some of us do not want to turn around and be nice to ourselves..
It does work..
I wrote down the things I wanted all those years ago.. and I got them..

She told me to be ready when fate comes calling.. and I was..
We found this place this cheese factory with the acre of land and the beautiful trees and stream..
And I had a check ready.. I had the money in place.. I was first off the mark..
And I got it.. we got it..

She says the universe will open up and all we got to do is step through.. I did..

But its self work.. and it takes a lot to jump start..

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I keep saying that I'm feeling super stressed about how much I have to do right now, but I'm guessing it's my inner censors trying to undermine myself? It's like I almost feel a panic attack coming on when I'm thinking about doing things.

What do you think?

Its going to keep coming up again.. when we are ready or when we find the encouragement we will do it..
I am not doing mp’s and I cant go for artist dates now..
I was thinking of taking the train into Toronto and going to my old haunts.. the museum.. the galleries..
Queen street.. I miss that part of my life..

Jackie
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