tlee...kinda the darned if you do, darned if you don't feeling, eh? Would you like to run away to a beach somewhere with me? A deserted island would work for me...you can have one side, I the other...and when we felt like having some human contact we could meet in the middle!!???!? Actually, I love the people in my "every day life" but would LOVE to run away from all the other "stuff" that reunion brings....so in those times, the island sounds heavenly to me!!!
I guess for you, it's a matter of finding out what you REALLY want to do with this....sometimes I have found that just venting, getting it off my chest, and knowing that others KNOW, helps me deal with what I'm dealing with a bit better!! It doesn't change the circumstance...but the way that I deal with it. Which most of the time..is all that we can do when we are dealing with other people anyway. I have come to terms with the fact that I can only change the way I react...not the way the other person is. Although, with that, also comes the choice of what am I going to allow the other person to dish out to me...which is where I am right now! And yes, that is why the island sounds like a lovely idea to me!!!! heehee
Best wishes...keep posting and sorting through this!!!
