forgiving.....
Hi, I like so many of you have not been able to forgive myself, for the shame and guilt, are possibly what I deserve for my relinquishing twins....I do know you are one of the most caring loving people I have come across in a few days. You have taken a child(cousin) and given that child a HOME! Along with all the love and support you have to offer, which sounds like tons!. Please do not carry a burden of other peoples thoughts and opinions, for if they truly love you, they will not judge you. I have yet to tell anyone, other than firstdad, son, and current husband of my twins' existence. No family is aware.. that I know of. What will I do when this happens...I will cross that bridge when that day comes. GOD BLESS you and your reunion , with hope ,faith and love , you WILL endure ....{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}
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