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I wanted to thank all the kind and wonderful birthmothers here that have shared their perspective and stories with me. You are all such big hearted women. I know that looking back and sharing is at times painful and I appreciate you going outside of yourself to help me put things in perspective.
And while my bmom may feel the same or very different from anyone here, what this has done is openned my eyes and heart to see a side that I might not have thought of before. The last thing on earth I would ever want to do is cause my bmom more pain and hurt than she has already endured. I am not sure where my reunion journey will go, but you have all given me deep insight to the emotions that come with placing a child.
So thank you one and all. I think I am going to take a break from the boards here for a little while. I appreciate all you kindness, openness and support. You truly are a wonderful bunch of women.
With greatest respect and gratitude,
Carolyn
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Carolyn
"And now I’m glad I didn’t know
The way it all would end, the way it all would go.
Our lives are better left to chance. I could have missed the pain
But I’d of had to miss the dance"
-The Dance by Garth Brooks
*memory of C. Scott Padget, III
"But it's all right now, I learned my lesson well.
You see, ya can't please everyone, so ya got to please yourself
-Garden Party by Ricky Nelson
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