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Hi cassondra_blue -

Perhaps they caught you off guard and you didn't know quite how to react ?

Perhaps you are ANGRY because you put so much effort and emotion into your search, only to end up with dead ends. And then to find out they knew where you were all along ?

Perhaps you are ANGRY at them for having this information for 13 years and NOT contacting you.

Perhaps you are ANGRY that the husband called you and not your Bmom ?

Perhaps he called at the wrong time, as there is something going on in your life right now that has caused you to take it out on them ?

Perhaps you are just ANGRY at the injustice of it all....

Maybe it is all of the above.

Take your time to sort this out and figure out if you do want these people in your life, after all there was a reason you began to search in the first place.

I hope you find your way...if you need to chat, please do not hesiate to PM me. I am going through my own numbness in this long process.

Deanna.