Why now?
I searched for my birth family for about 5 years, after many unsuccessful attempts I gave up 2 years ago. On Saturday out of the blue the husband of my birth mother called "trying to open doors for me". I yelled at him, told him to leave me alone and my family. He said they had known where I lived and my name for almost 13 years or so. I feel angry and don't want anything to do with them. I can't understand why I feel this way, I feel bad for yelling at this poor man, I didn't even ask my mother's name or his name or anything about them. I just hung up. If anyone has any insight on these feelings I would greatly appreciate them.
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