I struggle with this sometimes, too. I would love to go back to China but our agency is not on the approved list anymore and I can't imagine going through another agency. They were with us through all 4 adoptions and I will say that the 4th adoption was by far the hardest. What a journey that was
We would also have try for a family size waiver since we have 5 kiddos.
Our kiddos cover several different ethnicities so that's not a factor in wanting to go back to China but for some reason a piece of my heart will forever be there and I can't imagine never going back for another peanut.
I had no idea that I'd feel so connected to my child's birth country...it's so weird