lilypad i just read your post today and it took me back to when i first went threw this i felt the same way almost like the pressure on my heat from missing her would surely kill me.
I think your very strong to be so open to talk to us so early on very smart of you it took me 7 years to open up that kind on pain should never be kept in a bottle.
Just remeber your not alone and many of us feel the way you do lost and confused i hope to talk to you more your story touches me personally and i hope your doing well.
