[hollyhunter]

Jackie,
Its funny to think God doesn't want us to be creative. God the creator? Ha Ha! get it? I mean the whole universe is God's creation and he ain't done yet. He created us in His image, therefore we have that creative force within us. Creative energy comes from that part of us all that would be empty were it not for His presence. We should not try to fill it with things like drugs, alcohol, food, possessions....Keep it empty, still and quiet. I came home today hoping my book would be in the mail. I looked in my box to see one of those yellow slips from the post office about a package. It was from D. A few weeks ago I called it quits on the reunion and explained as best I could why I needed to let go.I think I just need my sanity back. I'd hoped she understood.She said she did and it wasn't really her, its just the situation. I'm sort of afraid to go to the post office now.