[mardebjs]

I have been in contact with the adoptive parents for months now. I still have not spoke to my child. I have contact info for my child so I could directly contact them. I dont think I can wait any longer to speak with my child. I have waited many years and everyday just breaks my heart a little more. Do you think it would be better to just contact my child directly? Should I make the call today?? Please help!!!! I cant sleep at night thinking about this. If your a birth child how would you react if your birthmom called you????