I had always been okay with the idea that my first mother had kept some but not all of her children, I understood that she wanted what was best for me and I always accepted and appreciated this.
Until it hit me that the ones she gave away were the females. She kept the males.
I feel so angry and depressed at this. I know it could just be circumstancial, but still, I feel like she gave me away simply because I was a girl.
Because of this sudden-onset anger towards her, I feel like maybe I should postpone any contact. I really don't want to cause trouble, but I feel really hurt by this.
Can anyone give me any insight as to how to help dissapate this anger?