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thank you to all of you for all of your prayers...
Boulderbabe... B's parents already relinquished. B is legally free for adoption... as is JD.
I found out today that the judge in the State of NJ has ordered me to appear in court on the 18th in newark NJ to answer to the false allegations here in Maine...
Mind you, nothing has been proven... an investigation that was supposed to have been completed in 30 days is now working on day 120...
What I don't understand is how the caseworker here in Maine can send information down to NJ slandering me when no information has been proven?
JD's caseworker will be here on Monday morning and his law guardian is coming on Wednesday (I think)...
JD's cw said that it is not their goal to remove JD, but the judge was very upset about the info (false) that she'd received... I have been told that NO information should have been forwarded anywhere until it was proven to be true... It is my understanding that there are things in that allegation that I have no idea about...
I went to the police regarding filing a complaint about the cw coming into my home without permission and was told that the DA would not take it because T was 16 at the time (WTH does that have to do with anything?!?!)
I'm just tired... drained...
To top it off, I spoke with the investigators supervisor last week and she told me thatthe investigation should have been closed out by now. Yesterday I spoke with the investigator herself (the sup. was out of the office) to find out the status, and she told me it would take at least 3-4 weeks for a wrap-up!!!
It's a losing battle for me and I know it. The kids adoption worker here in maine is willing to go to NJ with me on the 18th to testify... She's great. She feels that no matter the outcome, the kids should stay where they are...
I'm reluctant to contact the NAACP here... I don't know why, but I just am... It just seems like EVERYTHING is tainted...
I just don't know where to turn.
I love my little men, but I also love them enough to let them go, if need be. I just feel sorry for their loss... not just of me, but of each other... If they leave me, JD goes back to NJ and B stays here...
JD has taken on the job of potty training his brother... he even made up a song for when B gets it right...
I just don't know what to do. I'm just trying to keep the faith.
Thanks again.
Committed.
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