[lou0728]

I'm not kidding. This part is harder for me that ANY other stage of this adoption. Knowing Essie is LEGALLY our daughter and not being able to go get her literally kills me some days. With Anne Pearce I was down there waiting it out 2 weeks after we got out of PGN. I didn't really have to wait..... I had to wait to come home, but that was different. I realized last night that I have been WAITING on SOMETHING for 2 years with these adoptions; PA PGN ORANGE FC PASSPORT BC CNA RENAP PINK.... PICTURES UPDATES LACK OF NEWS... always waiting. All that waiting times 2! Once for each daughter.....I will be so happy when all 4 of my children are finally under the same roof, and I can stop waiting. I can just relax in the moment and know that all is well.....