I am so sorry Leigh. Unfortunately, fear makes people do weird things. Unfortunately, people do cruel things and justify them every single day.
Take time for you. It is so not fair, but you thinking this is your deficiency is not fair either. You are too good a person, too loving and caring about supergirl and others, to let someone's callous actions bring you down, even though I know it is natural to grieve.
I guess the only thing you can hope is the pain lessens, and eventually the truth will come out. How unfair to keep you from Supergirl, based on whatever "they" are feeling.
I am so sorry!!!! We are here for YOU!!!!
