[blau5]

Well, we packed everything we could fit into a huge UPS box and shipped it off today to the relatives. We had to use space bags so all his clothes would fit. We couldn't fit some of the toys he came to our house with, but we sent his favorite books and toys. The relatives gave us money when we gave them the diaper bag and car seat at the court house and we tried to give it back because we didn't want thier money but he wouldn't take it back, so we sent it back too. I couldn't even think of spending that money, it felt like an insult to even have it. I find myself looking at the clock, thinking it's time to pick him up from daycare. Hubby and I are both still shell-shocked.