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So its been a couple of months. I am really starting to feel that I will always be judged for the decisions made 15 years ago, that I have no role in their lives. I suppose what goes around, comes around. I'm not sure which step this is, but I feel like giving up. Her mother said that My daughter will contact me if she wants to. So I have to stop "interfering" with their lives, and get on with my own life. It hurts more now, than before I had any contact. I feel that if there is no interest now, why expect it down the road. After all, I am just a "donor". Cest la vie.
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