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I put my two youngest daughters up for adoption at the ages of 3 and 1, they are now 6 (will be 7 in September) and 5 years old. I get to see my 6 year old and she knows I'm her mom. When I see her she asks if I'm taking her home. I haven't seen my 5 year old since our last visit on December 5, 2004 and I find myself missing her more and more everyday. My heart aches and I cry a lot.
My question is, when you found your daughter, how did she feel? My fear is, Sarah (my 5 year old) is going to hate me and not want anything to do with me. I'm scared she's going to feel that I abandoned her, or didn't want her. How do I prove to her, if I find her when she gets old enough or she finds me, that I missed her and not once forgot about her? Please...tell me your story.
Congratulations on being reunited with your daughter.
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