[Monster]

Hi this forum thing is really new to me so pardon me if im off topic..Ill make my story short and sweet i had a little girl 7 years ago im now 25 i lost contact with the adoptive family due to moves on both ends, It was always open with letters pictures and they kept there promise to always keep me a aprt of her life..Well two years no contact and i finally got a call FROM HER! Apparently she has been curious to who i am what i do allot of things so they tracked down my father and called me..

She lives in my old home town i moved when she was born cause i couldnt stand the thought of being around but not around, now im 24 housrs drive away..

Point is she at six had called me to personally invite me to her 7th birthday mind you this is my first time talking to her or seeing her since the day i gave her up..

I never knew her father and im scared to go home what if this time i cant let go i think i honestly did what was right but i know i be a great mother someday how can i tell her but just not to you i feel so hurt and scared please help with any advice im very open..

Sorry if i seem to ramble but i have never gotten help or really ever talked about this issue in my life now that i have to come face to face with it im totally petrafied..