Dex
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You're right on, I need to let the cards fall as they will. I just hope she is ok and to know in her heart that i will be fine. What scares me is what if she's not alive? Then what? I might never get the answers I seek.
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I had to tell my bson I do not know who his birthfather is.. I could have lied but I did not..
I stood in the truth..
You may never know what happened.. she may not be alive.. but oh but.. you are alive.. and your life is important..
You are important..
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As far as I know my only other option is to physically go to the Tarrant county court house to try to have my birth certificate unsealed, and truthfully that bothers me. I do not like courts, I already have had two traumatic experiences in court and this would be a huge blow to be denied. I don't know what I could tell the judge to convince him. Hopefully I can get solid advice here if it comes to that.
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The thing will go down as it is supposed to go down.. as what has really happened in her life and in your life.. and we are all so different..
Keep getting the help from the ones standing behind you..
Its all lessons..
You wrote in another post.
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Sadly it never worked out, those deep psychological wounds came back to haunt me and I started to self sabotage myself with pot and negative/fearful thinking. It was an amazing experience but I didn't get the inner strength and clarity I was searching for.
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After I gave my son up in 1965 I tuned in and dropped out in 1967.. got stoned for a long time working the twelve steps and learning about myself was my journey.. reunion is a very big part of it..as well
Jackie