[EZ2Luv]

Gabby,

I pray that you are not feeling pressed for time in having to make such a life changing decision. Maybe you could have your parents take the baby home with you(assunming you live with them) and then wait to see how things go. Please, I beg you not to make any pressure from PAPs force you into making a decision ASAP. YOUR baby, you take as much time as you need. Many time I see PAPS doing the countdown and I can only imagine the pressure placed on emoms. While I can understand the desire for PAPs to be parents, you do not owe them your baby. If they are meant to be parents, God will find them a baby, it doesn't have to be your baby. I was adopted with family and I honestly believe had I not been I would have had lots of issues thta other adoptees experience. I seriously hope you give your parents the chance and see for yourself if you think it will work out. APs can close up an adoption, but your parents will always be there. They sound like loving people that are doing the best they can to look out for you so you are not hurt longterm. You are going to have a c-section, I will bet that your mother will be right by your side and she will be the fiirst person you call out to. I didn't have a c-section but with every pain of child birth I cried out for my momma. Again, please don't rush. the consequences of this decision will be with you for the rest of your life.

EZ