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I wish my mom and my entire family would really listen and understand like your mother did.
They just don't. Every single one of them is going to be angry at me. They refuse to see this any differently, or think about it the way I'm thinking about it.
And to make matters worse my boyfriend has been so distant and not pleasant lately. He says that he knows he can't understand and that he doesn't. He says he might be mad at me if I give it to my family and I asked how he could say that and he says he isn't sure. He isn't sure how he will feel. But he thinks we'll be okay in the long run.
My gut feeling was to give it up to these people. Shouldn't you always go with your gut instinct? That's what's at heart, right?
My mother this morning was talking about seeing a lawyer, to figure out her rights. She's said some pretty hurtful things but says she's only thinking of me and the baby and that none of them (her, my dad, grandparents) see how I can possibly make a decision when I'm this young. And that they already love him. And they refuse to let him not come home.
In this last week, I feel like no one is truly there for me. Not even my boyfriend, who always has been. Not even my family. Everyone is unable to understand.
At the risk of sounding like a whiny teenager,
Gabby
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