Understanding....
I regard to the comments which were made. I understand completely. However, many events happened between my birthmother and I when we did meet...and that is why I chose not to communicate with her any longer. The woman even reached so low (on the 1st night I met her) to tell me that she wished I had never been born...and started hitting me. She only attempted to call me when she was drunk, or on her way to the bar to get drunk. Other than that...I never would hear from her. So, I have a COMPLETE understanding of HER feelings...I think it's about time she crawls out from under her beer bottle to see that I have feelings as well. And, maybe it is better that I leave the "finding my sisters" issue alone. They are adults, and probably do not even know I exist. My birthmother is great at keeping secrets. So, for their sake, and their FEELINGS...I don't think I will even try to pursue my quest. I appreciate your view points, opinions, but I believe that I have made the BEST decision, based on her behavior. Have a great week everyone!
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