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You are all right, and I thank you. With well-adjusted bio-children it's easy to think of only the good aspects of parenting. I had visions of reaching this child that otherwise may never have a home, the miracle whose life I was able to turn around. If we had no other children, I believe we could. I need to be a hero to these other kiddos first, though. Our caseworker asked us about a 9-year-old with moderate autism who is supposed to be a very kind and gentle soul. It's still out of birth order for chronological age, but maybe a safer bet. We shall see. I really do appreciate the reality checks. You have all seen and dealt with a lot and I would never forgive myself if one of these kiddos was hurt. We can't sacrifice four for one. I'll wait until these guys are much older or completely grown and then I'll put on my red cape and boots. And you are right, I loved the dream. Autism is a whole other ball game....
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