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Old 06-29-2008, 05:58 PM
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I find this thread very interesting. I am a single mom to my ds, and he will be an only child. His birth parents are raising their first two children together. The irony of the situation didn't dawn on me until recently-- by being with me, ds is "deprived" of a two parent family and the experience of growing up with siblings. I should feel like he is worse off, but I don't. I make a comfortable living and can offer a lot of material things to ds. So. . . I should feel that he is better off, but I don't. I agree with others who have said it's just different. I love him with all my heart, and try to do everything I can to make sure that he is healthy and happy and emotionally secure. I have a hard time believing that would be any different for him in his first family.

The other thing that makes this thing so interesting for me is watching Snugglebunny (failed adoption) with her family. With the passage of time, it has become easier (though still not easy!) for me to see her as her mom's child, and not mine. Seeing her interact with her siblings, aunts, grandma, etc. make me certain that she is not "worse off" being back with her mom.

So, at least in my two cases, there is no worse or better. It just is what it is.

Char
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Contacted agency 12/05
SnuggleBunny born 7/27/06 - safe in my arms July 29!
Adoption failed 8/01/06
8/24/06 T calls- I get to be a part of SB's life!
1/16/07 Little Lamb is born! Finally, someone to call me mom!!
9/18/07 FINALIZED!!!!!!!!!! ('nuff said)

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