[jf5505]

I was just reading some adoption blogs, adoptee blogs, birthmom blogs...and I just feel so upset. I just have been so self absorbed lately trying to get the home study done and profile that I guess I didn't take the time to see how hard adoption can be on an adopted child or a birthmom and now I just feel anxiety and sadness. Is this normal? I am really scared that when I do adopt a child they will have to deal with adoption issues or the birthmom will regret her decision...ugh...I guess I knew all of this, but to see it in writing just makes me sad.