Possible match...getting nervous
So today is the first time that we are in the position of knowing that we are being shown and waiting for the call tomorrow or the next day. So, knowing that we could be chosen and that the baby is due on 4 weeks is kind of making me nervous. Did anyone start freaking out or getting really nervous and questioning if you're ready when you got to this point or got the call? I felt so ready before, but now that it's like...a reality, I am so nervous and questioning myself and how will I handle it, is it the right time, oh my gosh, oh my gosh. It's been kind of a rough past month and a half, so I understand that it's playing into my feelings, so did anyone else go through this...or am I just crazy?
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05-Jan-2008- Began Homestudy/First in Home visit
19-Jan-2008- Second Visit with social worker
22-Jan-2008- All paperwork submitted
11-Feb-2008- Signed contract with our agency, paid our registration fee, and submitted our profile/book
25-Feb-2008- We're officially waiting for a match!
7-March-2008- Certified to adopt
8-July-2009 MATCHED!! Baby is due 13-February-2010 [/b]
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