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i am a birth mom who lost her kids in california to foster adopt, i was stuck on the drug testing patch if that tells you anything even at 18months clean they still said i was dirty and thats one thing that really hurt, i miss my kids and its been 10 yrs and i would love to find them, i made my mistakes and i still pay for them everyday of my life no matter what i do they are used agaisnt me even 10 yrs later. yes its embarassing and hurtful and yes people look down on me, i ahve gone thru yrs of therapy becaus of it, i wanted to say thank you to you for being there for these women becaus believe it or not the systems not perfect
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