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Mike.. I used the amends step to urge me along on my search for my bson..
I had to tell him I was sorry.. so very sorry I relinquished him..
Others would say to me.. “you were forced to relinquish etc etc”.. but I know I in some ways did harm..
I did find my bson.. and I did say I am sorry.. and I will not abandon him again..
Even tho some will say “you have no day to day contact”.. I say I am open to it whenever he wants it.. at the cost of myself.. as my emotions go all ways when I speak with him on the phone and it is very hard for me..
I say send feelers out.. look for him.. do a search and get your answers.. and know that things change..
I was married to an acting out man and he stopped drinking in 1985 and he is the nicest man in the world.. and I love him.. hands down..
Just today.. all there is..
Jackie
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