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Hi guys
Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart for taking the time to reply. I really appreciate it. I have been in tears writing reading and re-reading my post. I am so happy (Not thrilled other ppl are suffering) but that the way I feel has a name. Yes I do think I might have slight depression... taboo subject. I told my husband I posted on the website, though he's not read it yet as he's away but I said when i get some money - maybe next yr, I'll look into seeing a counsellor (Which in Ireland isn't easy esp. an adoption counsellor) to sort my head out. We're getting a mortgage and apartment at the moment.
I truly appreciate ur comments - and I know my post is extremely long thanks again.
I've never been very good at "cutting people out" Again i think it's because of low self esteem like i'll be missing out on something... but i think when all these issues are sorted out it will make me stronger =)
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