[paeju2]

Hi everyone! I am so happy I found this place. I have a baby boy "promised" to me by the emom next week. She's 39 weeks, and we have been talking over the phone almost everyday. She is 17 yo and is looking forward for an open adoption (which we are too) It seems that she was working with an agency and couldn't find any good match. She found us through my boss (that is her uncle)...anyway...I am scared...My husband and I are ecstatic...we do not have a dieper, and I am soooooooo afraid to go out and get it! And there is so much to be done! I would like to breastfeed him if everything is ok..anyway...I am just scared, I have hear of so many negative stories....any counseling on what to do? Please help...