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Loveajax, I don't think you are un pc at all. At the time my son was better off with someone else. The only thing I wish is that someone would have pointed out to me that my situation was temporary and adoption isn't. (Yeah I know I knew adoption wasn't temporary, but I was having a hard time seeing that my situation wasn't permanent.)
The thing I have the hardest time with in thoughts like that is that no child would be ok with me. I would make a darn good mom, especially now. Sadly, there are people that believe b/c you made the choice I did once, you are doomed for life.
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First mom to the amazing Kiddo and adopted adult.
1-4-2009 Mom and I visit Kiddo despite the bad weather. He really loved the blue mittens I made him and even helped me plan my living room. Apparently Hot Wheels wallpapper is the way to go.
2-16-2009 I got a promotion, that comes with a raise. Mom and Dad are visiting and we're going to Al's for pie to celebrate.
4-27-2009 Dad surprises me with a Lady Ugly Stick (an awesome fishing rod that is pink) and a 2nd Iowa Light Artillery Battery jacket. I'm a lucky girl!
5-30-2009 Kiddo turns five. It is hard to believe he is that old already, it seems like just yesterday he was being born. I was at peace for the first time on his birthday, what a nice feeling.
6-13&14 2009 A cannon live fire in Casper WY. We got third place and I got to see Devil's Tower for the first time, it was pretty awesome.
7-4-2009 Amelia the kitten comes to live with me and Liz. Talk about jealousy, Liz will adjust though.
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