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Options?
My amom died the day before my 50th birthday. From that moment on, 50 didn't seem bad - compared to the alternative. That is kind of the way I think about adoption - what are the alternatives? I know that once a girl is pregnant, and doesn't want to be, there are really no "good" and "easy" choices. She makes the choice based on the facts at the moment - not between great and horrible but between bad, worse, and horrible.
I don't know your story and I'm positive that you have lots of reasons for being angry. You may not ever feel grateful that your bmom made the choice for you to be adopted but I wish you peace with the facts of your story. Anger is really hard on your insides.
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