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Old 06-02-2008, 12:56 PM
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Rediculous Bargaining and PGN...anyone else?

Tell me I'm not the only one that does this....

Back in February, shortly after our visit trip and just before we went back in PGN and were awaiting the CA chaos, I was fretting over our possible OUT dates. For some silly reason I made an agreement with myself/God/PGN that PGN could keep our file for as long as it took me to log 100 miles on my treadmill for 2008.

Today's jog put me at 100.1 miles in 2008. I got frustrated for most of March and most of May and barely even looked at the treadmill those months. With our BMI today I was feeling optimisitic and ran and now, rediculously, I keep expecting the phone to ring. I did my side...let's go PGN!


Anyone else have some little internal goal that helps them feel like they have some control in this process? The less logical the better.
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