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An update:
After I sent the email to my bmom she replied to me and said that she understood and whatever I had to say was the right thing. Even I didn't want her in my life it was ok. I replied to her very quickly and said that it isn't the case. I emailed her a week ago to say to have a safe trip back home from her vacation and since then I haven't heard anything from her.
I'm not sure what to do, or how I feel about this. I don't want to seem like I'm an intrusive stalker here and feel as though I'm begging for attention. She's been promising to send me photos, a family history, and tell me the circumstances of my adoption for two months now. We haven't made any progress on that either.
I don't know if this should effect me the way it has been but I can't seem to figure out what to do.
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