[Jackiejdajda]

Janeytwo

So sorry I didn't reply yesterday. Had to work.

I usually come on line every two days.. I know I could stay on here forever but I have to limit myself..

If you take a week to reply it really does not matter.. The message is the message and can be replied to at any time..

I would love to see the picture you wrote about but don't know how to get to it. It's been a while since I've been on the forums. Could you tell me how to find it?

You click on my name in the blue area.. Jackiejdajda.. and then in the drop down menu.. you will see.. ‘View Public Profile’

Click on that and when you get to my public profile you scroll down till you get to.. the picture section..

I did the walk-away thing too. Oddly enough, to the real-time meetings, one of which I had started. And one of the members lived right down the street but I just couldn't deal anymore. Powerful stuff, running is.

One of my sponsors said to me.. “You are right where you are supposed to be.”
I know I was not ready to meet up with my bson till he was well into his twenties..
And this is a process.. I think you are getting ready for a reunion and or searching for your babies.. now grown up..
Ready to stop.. but then.. who knows.. I sure as heck do not know what is right for you..
Its wrong to know what is right for others.. Everyone learns on their own terms.. very very important to me..

But Al-Anon.... I think that's why I was able to come here and begin this journey. Though the old messages, the old co-dependent wall, comes flying up each time I write. That old poison about how people are emailing each other about how to find a way to boot me off. I'm sure most people here know the drill...know it all too well.

I ended up getting kicked off of a few places.. I was angry and I told everyone what I thought.. and heck did not think..
This place is different.. The moderators come down hard on a person that is doing a personal attack.. so one just does not do it..
One shares.. like at a real time meeting and folks can take what they want and leave the rest..

Jackie