[blessedbybug]

I do. Often, they take forever and many invites to arrange and then happen on what feels like a "whim". And I'm exhausted for awhile after. I even feel it after phone calls, esp ones I initiate. And even writing letters take it out of me. Lots of emotional investment in all contact with the other families of my kids. Doesn't mean I stop working on it, but still... I tthink alot of it is the anticipation of it all, and wanting things to go well and say the right things and make sure the kiddos understand who this is because I fear it might be the last contact. Every time I fear that.

So there's the long answer (would you expect anything less from me, lol??) but the short answer is... yes.

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