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Thank you everyone. After an especially cold email and me going crazy wondering if it was my bmom I was emailing, I picked up the phone and called her, BIG mistake, she asked me if I received her email from the night before so it was her, she was so cold to me and angry, told me she'd told me to never call her....she hadn't...the tone of her voice, to me, really said it all and I just couldn't go on with any of it, it still hurts a lot.
I do think she didn't receive all my emails though, when I asked my 1/2 brother too for privacy, he never ever wrote back.
Earlier I had written some feelings to my 1/2 brother too and he emailed back asking me if I wanted him to show his mom the email but he thought if he did she it would scare her away....I know now he did show her it.
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