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I was in contact with my bmom for 8 months but everything went south pretty quickly.
One problem was we had absolutely no privacy, my 1/2 brother read everything we emailed to each other, long story, emails were always through his computer....I had asked my bmom about my father but she said she was adamant she was never going to tell me....that hurt..I asked if there was a way for us to have privacy and she emailed me back to tell me I was taking her back to a place where she had been ashamed and unhappy and those feelings were happening all over again.
"You will never have contact with your siblings as I cannot face that..." all emails became so cold so I just had to end it all, for my own health, I was honestly sick from it all.
All I ever wanted was for her to care about me and to understand I wanted us to be able to write to each other in private, why did she go off the way she did? Can anyone explain this to me??