Mike,
I'm so sorry. For what it's worth, I think you have been and still are an awesome dad. You've done wonders with these kids, and have made a diffference in their lives that they may not acknowledge for years - but it's there! I understand totally your not being able to go to the ceremony and accept the award - but it is yours, and you do deserve it. Be kind to yourself. You are a terrific and loving man, and not even close to being a "has been" before 40. Hugs to you.
