To lalgee
Dear Lalgee, I mean who can stop the days from coming
This struck such a nerve in me. I thought...how many days is 30 years....how days is that? How many days have I sort of slept-walked through this. No, not sort of slept-walked. I have slept-walked. Sigh...was I doing my children an injustice by not thinking about them as hard as I could. Yet when I look back I realize they slipped into my thoughts almost every day of those 30 years, but I would just say to myself, don't think...don't think.... just get on with whatever.
Are you in reunion, or have any prospects of it? I feel like that is the only thing that will ever help me take any steps toward healing, but have been denied contact.
Reunion.... I haven't dared to even entertain such a possibility. I haven't dared even to think what I would say. The message that comes back from my brain is [i]Don't hurt people, don't hurt people, you've done enough damage Janey[i]
I'm stuck, and sad, like you. I will pray for you right now. We WILL get blessing from this one day....[/quote]
Thanks so much. Prayers are never little things even if they're just one word. And I would very much like to give back your kindness by letting you know that I am praying for you too.
Wishing you a little sunshine in your life today,
Janey
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