[cbmstephanie]

Lisa:
I know it's hard, but you are right...this too shall pass. The unexpected and unknown is always scarey and it's OK to acknowledge that you are scared of what might happen. It might be just what you need to do a bit more research on toddler adoptions or adjustment therapies. Just know that God knew what he was doing when he placed that little guy in your heart and he will not let you down. He has a plan and although we may not understand it now, someday we will. Don't worry about what you can't control. You can't control when he comes home, but he will come home and we will all rejoice when that happens!!