I understand all that ur feeling. I am 26 and when I was 3 my mother put me. Spet years in fostercare then adopted. They were horrible to me. When I was 18 I found my mother. It was all hunky-dory, untill I went to stay with her for a bit to get to know her. When she lost her job after 9-11, she told me to get a job to support her! What was she thinking? Afer 15 years of not having me, she lost me again. Now I have 2 wonderful kids, and she dosnt even know. The way I c it, after they have had so many years without you, they begin 2 not care so much. It dosnt hurt them as much as it hurts us. They dont know the longing we have for the love of a mother. U are more than welcome to e-mail me at
alishcamp@hotmail.com. Good luck and GOD BLESS!!!!
