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I think you said it very well. We just "need" to. Even though niether of my reunions with bio parents have exactly worked out, even with all the pain and rejection, even though I feel like they have abandond me a second time, I would do it again. They are "my" family. I love them, just as I love my adoptive family.
...and you are right. It is unexplainable. It is just the way it is. My bio parents will probably not be a part of my life by their own choices, for their own reasons and issues, but finding them and, at least trying to build a relationship, filled something inside me that I can't explain. I'm hurt, and I'm angry, but I now know all there is to know about me. I hope that makes sense.
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