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should I do it again
OOH My, you said it "rip your heart out. " You never forget that first feeling do you. I can't imagine doing that twice. I am a birthmother and am now back together with my daughter. We have all become a very interesting family myself her adopted parents, even her birth father and his new nasty friend. I could not do it again in fact now that I have met her I wish I never did it in the first place. I don't want to bring you on more pain but there is more to come. My advise is, keep this child. You sound like a good person and are very strong. A lot stronger than you think. To get this far 14 years you have to be a strong person. Find a single mothers group and FIGHT for yourself and your child. I Believe in you!
Kathleen
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