[auntybop]

Im new at this so bare with me. im too lazy to capitalize and i cant type worth a sh--. im a birthmother. i placed my daughter 10 years ago due to my drug addiction. i stopped using and went to an open agency. i already had a 7year old. we went through counseling and placed my daughter,her sister with a couple that was willing to be open. to make a long story short ,i couldnt stay clean,she divorced. ive been clean 5 yrs now myself and my daughter were keeping steady contact with her until the adoptive mom got remarried. he adopted our daughter and now we dont hear from them. My biggest pain is that my daughter who is 18 now cant know her sister. this hurts me sooo much and the guilt is terrible .