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I totally understand where you are coming from. I was given up for adoption in April of 1968. Mom was 33 years old when she gave me up the thing that bothers me is that she had three girls at the time of my birth, 16, 14 and 12. In my head I am always searching why did she keep them and give me up. I was able to meet her in March of 2007 and my sisters and ask them why? I never really got the answer that I wanted. She thought I was better off with other parents because if she kept me her husband would take her three girls away. Believe me I am angry, mad and very sad at times like I was given away from a lady that carried me for nine months. How could she do that!!! I take one day at a time, the feelings do not go away, you just have to learn how to live with them and just know you are not alone. Put your energy into trying to find your siblings, there is a lot of people on this site that can help. They are your search angels. Good Luck
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